direction.

dear everyone,
i am FREAKING out.
here's why:
A. everything was going wonderfully.
B. the wonderfulness was flushed down the toilet.

my car died, my spring break is ruined, my extra money has to be spent on a car and NOT a plane ticket. and i can't tell if God is telling me that i shouldn't go to senegal or if it's just satan trying to discourage me. my passport and shots money is now my extra money that is going towards my car. obviously i need these things to go! during spring break i had a lot of plans to raise money for my trip, and everything was going great. but now since i can no longer afford a plane ticket i cannot do all the things i planned. i'm really confused, so i'm backing out of it and taking care of the here and now, knowing that tomorrow and the future has enough trouble, and that God will not give me more than i can bear.
please pray!